Everyone loved Gilbert. Not just because he had the cutest little tail, but he was such a handsome devil. No wonder Sekhmet couldn't resist him. Aino was sure that if she ever met anyone she was immideately attracted to, she'd never do what the cats did; jump into a relationship, get pregnant and then move in together. It just seemed like such a hassle.
But Gilbert, why were you gone for so long? Sekhmet seemed so happy, but still a bit unsure. Did he truly love her? Was there someone else?
Come on baby, Gilbert meowed: Don't do this. You know I love you. But my other sims had really tasty catfood, so... you know how it is.
It was so good that Gilberts previous owners had let them keep him: I love you Gilbert.
I love you to, Sekhmet.
Aino stopped watching the cats grooming eachother, the lines she'd made up of their imaginary conversation easily lost; she'd been interrupted by a message on the phone. It was from Hans, as usual.
She'd bet he wanted to meet her, since they'd been pretty much inseperable lately. Opening it, she quickly read through it several times before letting it sink in: Kol told me. It's over. That was it, nothing else but those few words. What a shame, she'd kind of liked Hans.
Pressing the palms against her eyes to the point where the eyeballs starting aching, she physically pressed the tears back. Crying was pointless, and never lead to anything. But mainly she just didn't want dad to see. That way he'd think she was unhappy with him, and she wasn't.
It wasn't a pain to live without a boyfriend. But she really wanted a good and close friend. Like the ones she saw sims had in movies.
She hadn't been in love with him, so she didn't even understand why it made her sad. Beeing a couple didn't make Kol stay away either, he just got worse. Maybe she wasn't capable of falling in love at all, that was possible. Many sims lived their lives single and happy. But, she was sad that she'd lost another friend. Why didn't anyone want to be her friend? It was probably because she did weird stuff like pretending she was the cats.
And because she bathed with a rubber duck. What was wrong with her? Couldn't she just grow up already?
Mum was right, she was supposed to be alone. That's why she'd decided to become the crazy catlady. And she'd be the best crazy- catlady that had ever lived: Aino? Is everything alright?
She didn't want dad to worry, so she made it seem easier than it was: Hans broke up with me. The window was all covered in frost, keeping her from seeing the grey wall they called a fence outside- maybe this was how it felt like to be in prison.
I'm sorry... she quickly smoothed over it: It's okay. I didn't really like him that much anyway. Atleast that was true, he'd just been a good friend when no one else wanted to be around her.
It was time for something she should've done for a long time. She'd had an idea for a while, and only sim could answer her question: I want to meet mum
No. For once Ian was sure what to answer. His only regret beeing that he'd ever mentioned it to her to begin with. No way would he let her meet that hag. But this time Aino was unstoppable: You can't say no. You've wanted me to meet her for so long, and now I want to.
Aino, it's not a good idea. Please don't do that to yourself. His little babygirl was way to delicate for that troll.
I want to. And you can't make me change my mind.
Please Aino, rethink it. Atleast give it until spring okay? It's not that far away; please. She wasn't going to change her mind, but she still answered so dad wouldn't have to worry until then: Okay. But then you won't stop me. Promise?
Promise.
Are you sure I look okay? Aino asked him for the thousand time that day. Not that he got why she needed to dress up to meet her own mother, but maybe it was some girlthing?
You look adorable. That was probably what she was aiming for. It couldn't be that she wanted to look like a grown up, she was his little girl. Besides, she did look adorable.
But, do you think mum will like me?
Ofcourse she'll like you. Ian wasn't even sure why he said that. Skuld was an evil old hag after all, and Aino was an adorable little doll.
So he asked her one more time: Are you sure you want to do this?
Nodding, Aino didn't look hesitant: Yeah, I'm sure. She's my mum, and think I'll regret it forever if I don't do it. And she didn't have to meet her ever again either. It wasn't like mum could do anything, because there were big guards there. Atleast that's what dad said.
That's true, but remember that you don't owe her anything, mimicking what she had told him so many times.
I know, but I want to meet her. She had something important to ask her, after all. If she was ever going to get a friend, she would have to find her doll and make it come alive.
Are you sure you don't want me to come with you? Ian asked once again. He wanted to stop her, but he couldn't keep her away forever. To think that he'd once wanted her to visit her mother. What had he been thinking? And now the tables had turned; he didn't want her to, and she was on her way. He could hope that Skuld wouldn't say anything wrong, and if he was lucky, she was so drugged anyway that it didn't matter.
I think it's better if you stay away. Aino said: Incase she's angry about the divorce. Dad had finally gotten rid of the weddingring, a white band still on his finger where it had been. Maybe it would never disappear: I'll be back in a little while, okay?
Okay. Just remember that she's not at her best mental health, okay? So if she starts talking about the dead, just ignore it.
She sat all alone in a big room, staring emptily at the chair infront of her. She didn't look to thrilled about have a visitor. The lightblue uniform didn't do wonders for her complexion, and the ghastly lighting that stung in the eyes, made her look older than she was. Aino had expected to see a beaten woman, but for now her mother gave her just as much goosebumps as she always had. Mum was beautiful, even in the terrible lightning. Her hair still looked like gold that had been polished a few times to much.
Feeling insecure all of a sudden, Aino hesitated. Then she remembered the women that worked there, and she didn't want them to think she was a weirdo; even if she was one: Mum? It took a long while before she saw recognition in her eyes. But she didn't say a word.
Where's Ian?
Dad's not coming, Aino lied: He's very busy at the moment. Mum rolled her eyes, showing that the lie was revealed: He divorced me, even if he promised not to. You can't trust men, Aino. You know that right? Yeah, she knew boys weren't worth placing trust in. They just left: I know that Ian has someone else
You're the only one for him. She lied again, worried about hurting her feelings: He had to divorce you, because forms aren't made for married couples where one isn't available all the time.
She'd hoped mum would say how pretty she looked, but instead she went: You have quite the chickenlegs on you. I'm surprised you're capable of lifting those clunky shoes. Sighing at her, Skuld continued: I guess I shouldn't be surprised. You've never been good at taking care of your looks.
Aino wasn't sure why, but she felt just like a little girl again; looking up at her beautiful mother, hoping one day she'd make her proud. Once again she'd failed: I know mum, I'm sorry. I'll never be as beautiful as you.
No you won't. She said matter- of- factly: You have shoulders like a man, but atleast you're not fat. Guess it's better than nothing.
Thank you mum. May I sit down?Mum didn't answer, but Aino decided to sit down at the table anyway; especially because the big ladies started shuffling around a bit and she didn't want mum to get into trouble. Even if she'd seemed uniterested, mum asked her a question: So, do you have a boyfriend?
No... or I did, but he broke up with me. Aino tried keeping her voice as low as possible. It was a bit uncomfortable having two others keeping you under surveillance.
What did you do? It has to be your fault; you look like a little whore. Could've sworn I told you what I thought about red. It's a whore colour.
Yes mum, thank you.
She didn't want to tell mum about Kol, that might make her feel guilty. It made her feel guilty atleast: So what was his name?
Hans... He's a genious like you. Aino swallowed the small sensation of pride that a boy that was really smart wanted her: And he broke up with me. Not the other way around.
It's because you're stupid. What plans do you even have for the future? Let me guess; None. Mum was so smart, so Aino nodded. She hadn't thought about it. She was just planning on taking an education and start working: I lost someone else to; he didn't want to be my friend anymore. It felt a bit right that mum told her the truth about herself.
Skuld listened intendly to her daughter, looking so intense that Aino started stuttering. Then she interrupted her: Aino. Do you know why I told you all those things when you were a little girl? She paused, referring to all the times she told her that no one would ever be her friend, and she didn't deserve love: I bet, Skuld continued: that a lot of sims has told you that I was wrong, and just beeing evil and meanspirited. Am I right? Aino wasn't sure what to do, but she didn't dare nod, even if that was exactly what she'd been told.
I was trying to protect you.
Leaning forward, Aino listened; swallowing mums every word like it was truth: You were?
Ofcourse I was. I knew it was a cold thing to say, but I didn't want you to be unprepared for life. Look at all that I did, and sims wanted to be my friend. They still do. I get letters from sims I've never met, just because I'm beautiful. Do you?
Aino shook her head, so Skuld continued: And I had many men that wants to be with me, even if they know what I've done and that I'll stay here for a long while. But they leave you. That's proof that you're ugly, that you don't deserve love, isn't it?
I wasn't trying to be mean, I didn't want to see you like you are now; disappointed and heartbroken, because yet another sim that you cared for left because you weren't good enough for them. It wasn't cruelty Aino, that is what sims do when they care. They hurt you, for your own good. It's called tough love. Wow, mum was so clever. Aino never knew she cared about her that much.
How many sims have you treated fairly, been kind to, and then they walk all over you? That's because of the things I've told you all the time. It might have seemed cruel at the time, but do you believe me now? Mum had that intense look again.
Aino didn't notice she was nodding at her all the time. Mum was right. That's why good things didn't happen to her. She didn't deserve it: I bet you don't have any girlfriends either, do you? I bet they just take one look at you, and immediately hate you; talk about you behind your back, and judge you. It never matters what you say or do, the boys do the same thing, don't they?
She nodded again, so mum continued: They aren't wrong Aino. I wanted to protect you. You're better off without anyone. That's how sims like you survive in simnation.Mum was so smart. Mum was a genious, and she wasn't. What was it that dad had said, that she wasn't at her best mental health. Aino thought that she'd never seemed clearer: Mum?
What? Skuld didn't sound any warmer: Do you remember my doll? She'd hated that thing, of course she remembered it: Yes. Why?
Do you think dolls can become alive? Aino hoped mum would say yes, because if she did, she was never going to try to get another friend again. She was going to try to find her doll, and turn it into a real sim. That was the only way she could have a friend.Skuld swallowed a big smile, looking at her daughter; she had to be the most transparent sim to have ever existed. This was so easy, it was barely fun. Who was she kidding, it was hilarous; she loved tormenting her daughter. She was so gullible it had to be some kind of record: You know what, Aino. I think that's your best bet. You should look for your dollie, and try to bring it to life. That's the only way you'll ever get a friend.
That way, her stupid daughter could waste her life looking for a doll and hope it would start living. It would make the girl miserable, and then Ian would be miserable. And that made her happy, and anything that made Skuld happy was the right thing to do.
Ian had been worried for no reason it seemed, Aino seemed so happy for a change: It was great dad! I don't understand what I was so worried about! Mum is so smart, and so beautiful! And she answered so many of my questions!! She's not mad at you though, she lied. It was better to calm dad down.
She wasn't sure if she ever wanted to visit again, because the place scared her a bit. But atleast now she knew what to look for! She was going to look for her doll, since it was the only way she'd ever get a friend! That's probably why she'd found the book "where's Bella at", it was a sign to her that dolls could become alive.
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Poses: TheiaNyx, Sunny,
Last chapter with Aino as a teen. She's a bit over halfway through the teenyears, so it seemed fitting to end it here. She also might change a bit from now, to next chapter. But she's so indecisive and easy to lead anyway, so it's probably plausible
And if anyone wondered about the "has no friend" thing, is that I've wanted to port the town to a new save. So then I'll get rid of a bunch of sim and get new ones in. I didn't want to restrain the choice by having to keep potential friends of hers. And I haven't been in the mood to tweak, remake sims, make new families, thinking or planning for a while. I've just had a real storytelling and writing period. So, it'll get better. I'll just have to have the pure simming- lust back.
Thanks for reading