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Troy seemed to have a habit of passing out due to exhaustion. Maybe he was low on plasma or something? When Neda had invited to a party, she hadn't even thought about him might not eat regular sim food, but plasma. Damn. No way was she offering off her blood either, she wasn't taking that chance. Not that she thought he was a freak!
As expected, Steve was a no- show but she still wanted to enjoy the time with friends. Even if her and Troy had... she could barely think about it.
So, how are you feeling? She did her best to pretend everything was normal between them, especially since his girlfriend was here.
Fine, fine. He quickly said:
I should go back to Ye.
You should, Neda nodded. Awkward.
She had bought a juicekeg, but ofcourse it had started pouring down, so they had decided to stay indoor instead. The few guests seemed to enjoy themselves even if the place was tiny. She wasn't sure why Mahmoud and "whosthat" were here, because they hadn't been invited. Though, they would've been to few with all the sims that didn't show up.
Other than Ayana unsucessfully trying to put her moves on Ye, everything went peacefully.
It wasn't a large party, but the guests left happy and with full stomachs. She'd enjoyed it atleast.
The fraternity seemed to have constant kegparties, and this day was no different. And as usual, Neda was invited. Sometimes she wondered if she was starting to get some sort of reputation. Why else did they invite her every single time? No, she probably didn't have that.
She snook away in the early morning hours, planning on sleeping the worst of it off at home.
Already the fresh memory had started haunting her.
She was
never going to another kegparty, ever! What the hell was up with her? Two boyfriends, she slept with Troy and now Mahmoud to? This was so embarassing.
All that partying and secrecy also took a toll on her grades, but she still managed midterm to a C average. Not that bad, could've been worse. But wasn't that the story of her life in general? Always mediocre at everything she did.
After a very long vacation, Neda was finally back at uni, just to find that Steve had missed her deeply and dearly. She was definitely going to be a better girlfriend this time around. They were so perfect for eachother that even weird strangers smiled at their public shows of affection.
Other weird strangers were just plain weird and it was best to leave them alone.
Once again, Steve didn't show up when invited, so Neda decided to play in the snow on her own; like a real adult. She should probably start doing more schoolwork to try to get her grades up, but it was so boring. It could wait a bit longer, right?
She knew that she should just let it go, and come to terms with how much he worked. And what if they could have a future together? Maybe if they moved together, he'd work less and they would be happy. Because they were such a perfect couple. Neda just wanted a relationship like her parents had. She was sure that given some time, Steve would be just perfect for her. They just had to start living like normal sims first. She just wished he was more available.
Available like Walter. He just seemed to be out and about all the time, that's why they kept bumping into eachother. She called and invited him out to ofcourse, but not this time. This time it was all a coincidence.
Hi, what are you doing out in the snow. he was a bit thinly dressed wasn't he? Or maybe she was just to eager for the real cold to set in.
Just getting some air. It sounded belieavable, and he wasn't the only one at the park either.
It's a lot warmer than I'd thought it be. She had to admit;
but it's still a bit to cold for your outfit, won't you say? All her thoughts were pure and innocent. she was the epiphany of faithfulness. Just because Steve had stood her up again, didn't mean she was going to use Walter as some kind of rebound tool. He didn't deserve that. And neither did Steve.
It would have been a lot easier if he'd atleast put up a fight of sort, instead he was just as willing as ever. Didn't the guy have some selfrespect? Or was it her that didn't have any? But it didn't mean anything! That was what was important!
Now, she had promised never to go to another party at Mahmouds, but for once she needed it. Why couldn't she just stop humping on Walter? He wasn't even that hot! It was just a few hours since they'd slept together, and she was sure at hell not getting drunk today! No more sex with weirdos; neither known or unknown ones!
Bitch!! Some woman came up and slapped her around without any warning. Steve clapped and hoped for a chickfight; drunk chickfights was so hot. Unfortunately Neda wasn't big of a barwler.
Instead he kissed her wounded ego:
Surprise! Bet you thought you wouldn't see me here. For once he'd been able to show up, and he'd been thrilled to see Neda at the party to.
She was really happy to see him, even if she'd just slept with Walter. But that was different! Texas made her heart skip a beat, kind of like Walter did. No, stop that! She wanted to be with Steve. She wanted to be with him.
Uhm... could we like take it a bit slow? I'm a bit tired. Neda pretended she was sleep depraved and not exhausted from having sex a few hours ago. It would probably go well.
Sure, I'll be gentle. Texas was to happy to help.
The rest of the time, Neda pretended she didn't see Walter no matter where they met. And they met very often. Way to often.
Even at snowflake day, she didn't invite him to the gift giving party she held at the bowlorama. Neda did all she could to pretend that he wouldn't hear about it, that he wasn't sitting at his little dorm all alone without anyone there.
She'd invited Troy though, whom she'd also slept with, but not Walter. She was such a hypocrit. But it was different, she wasn't even remotely interested in Troy. Or in Walter, she was just interested in Steve. because they were perfect for eachother.
Ofcourse Steve had to leave early, and Neda spent the rest of the time with Ayana. Not that it was bad, she liked spending time with her. They were really good friends, but her conscience was eating her up.
Eventually that greedy sob Eddie, started ravaging the giftpile without anyones permission. This was why having parties at public places sucked.
Mahmouds parties was going to give her alcohol poisoning. So why did she keep on saying "yes" and showing up. Though last time, Steve had surprised her. Maybe he'd do it again.
Hey, lady! Quit hogging all the juice man!
Go wash yourself you greasy hipster. Neda laughed at him. Completely forgetting that she herself had tried beeing one.
Oh no, she'd gone even further than usual with the juice this time! Think Neda, think! What happened after you streaking?
Oh oh! She hadn't streaked alone! Several other sims had streaked to. Good, that way no one noticed her, probably. She hoped atleast. Damn, what a headache.
Dressed butt? Blue dressed butt? Neda did her best to ignore the stinging pain in her head, to focus. Blue butt.
Her wrists hurt, why were they hurting? Someone had grabbed her pretty brutally and made her put clothes on- and her....
Who are you calling Rudolph the red nosed cop-deer now lady?
Shit! She'd been arrested and she'd gotten a big fine. For streaking! Oh no, was this going to go on her record?
One more incident from you lady, and I'll have you thrown out of school! Officer Rudolph had been furious at her! But not at the ones holding the party ofcourse!
If I see you again, I'm throwing you in jail!
And then she'd drunk biked back to the party, and had even more to drink?!! What was up with her anyway? She was supposed to be a nice sim! She was supposed to be good and kind, and now she'd been arrested, fined, drunk biked and completely ignored the orders of a policeofficer!
You have got to be kidding? She'd slept with Walter again? What was she, an animal? Okay, that was it! No more drinking! Ever!!!!
Neda had just snuck out, gotten a shower and had just bought herself the most expensive coffe she'd ever had. It wasn't even good, but if it could cure her hangover it was worth it. This had to stop! What was even going on with her? This wasn't like her at all. She was supposed to be the good one. She bit her teeth together as thinking gave her an even bigger headache.
She was aweful! She didn't deserve anything good in life. She could just take a deep dive in the snow and never return. She was shit, that was what she was. She didn't deserve Steve. Or this coffe.
The alcohol threatened to come up again, when she looked up at the aweful Bonegnasher:
Hi! And why the hell did he sound so cheery? He'd probably gnawed on some bones or something
Maybe if she pretended she didn't remember how aweful he was, he'd go away:
Hey.
An awkward silence occured before bonegnasher talked again:
So, uhm... I'm not sure if you remember me. We had a little occurence at the nerdshop.
Fuck, she couldn't get away with it then:
Yeah, I remember it. Kind of. Fucking gross incel.
Shit. Bonegnasher said:
Listen, I'm really sorry. I have no idea what got into me. I've been wanting to apologize to you the entire semester. I just... I'm sorry okay. I'm usually not like that. I'm a really nice guy.
Now that was usually a sign that they weren't nice, but she'd do anything to get rid of him and his face:
Don't worry about. It's all forgotten.
Really? He seemed legit about it atelast.
Maybe Neda had been wrong about him
: Yes, really. Don't worry about it. Everyone can have a bad day.
Wow, thanks. You're really a lot nicer than I thought. He did have a point didn't he? She was scum. Cheating on her amazing boyfriend, leading poor Walter on, getting arrested for beeing drunk and disorderly. She was scum, and deserved to be punished.
And there was really just one way to punish herself accordingly wasn't it? What could be more terrible than tasting Bonegnashers bonegnashing mouth?
Or to do the unspeakable with him? In a poor, innocent igloo on top of that; defile it's purity.
He hadn't gnawed the flesh off her bones, so Neda ended taking her finals with an average of C. Finally she could move on with her life.
And what had she done? The thought of Bonegnashers panting and nerdy voice would forever haunt her. Of all the lows she'd hit at uni, nothing in her life could ever get worse than that.
The hardest part was still saying goodbye to Steve. She'd been good and avoided Walter, but she still felt aweful- poor Steve- she'd been horrible to him. But she'd be a better sim now, this time around she'd be the good sim she'd always wanted to be.
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Retrospectively I realize that the roll might have meant a costume party, and not the type she rolled a wish for. Well, a party's a party, and I'll just remember it correctly next time instead.
Ah well, it's all over for uni. Let's just hope she straightens herself out. And with that, I mean that I hope her rolls and wishes will be nice to her.
Thanks for reading
